silence and noise

September 14, 2008

grief.

grieving makes me feel very out of control. but that is where i am right now. i go back and forth from anger to hope to regret to grief to hope to doubt to anger to…

yeah.

i am still processing through what i thought was secure and unconditional. this is the scariest thing of all and probably something i will grieve more than anything. even if right now i feel more controlled by the fear that has accompanied the silence, i hope this grief will be what transforms me into a person more capable of trust and hope and love than before.

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