a frustrated sigh is the best i’ve got

March 5, 2008

so….my post sunday was true. i did feel relief. it was a good day.

but today is wednesday.

and my feelings are not so much characterized by that description.

i just got offered a contract job and i am not so sure how to feel about it. instead of relief i only feel more frustration at how difficult it is for me to envision myself in any job at the moment. no one has responded [so far] to any of my attempts at sending my resume. a contract gig that may keep me from finding something more long-term is not ideal, but i will decide today if i will do it or not.

i’m trying, really, to be optimistic. but the more i think about the fact that this is the 4th week of searching, i find anxiety hard to keep at bay.

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